A new Faith, A new rebirth

Didn’t know what my problem was why my faith was falling apart, how am i gonna restore it? Have been struggling for 2 years.. eventhough winnie said never to give up, He has a plan. Even Don Moen, Hillsong praise leaders within their songs i still didn’t fully how to believe again. I know he has always replied in many ways, I know he gave me so much. But I am so afraid of the feeling all the pain, and it never got out of my perfect memory. All the things people have done or i have felt since i was 4 or so i can still remember most of it till Mulo last year. And my memory just keeps looping in that circle not willing to let go, not willing to let go of the first love in 3rd grade. Faith faded, and i just felt like a empty shell without a ghost. Just like a Ghost in the Shell and Darker than black describes it. I forgot i once asked this question to God, how is it that people lose faith in you and turn their backs on you, don’t they remember all the Good things you’ve done? How can i help them? I ‘ve never felt this before. I also stumbled on a google article about how it is good to lose faith, so you can gain a new faith in God. It’s a must learn lesson. You can try and google it, how to lose faith? I guess all this time i haven’t realize what God wanted to teach me. He has taught me how to love and lose loved ones, how to make friends and wave goodbye since they are leaving to a foreign country. I have always blamed them for leaving me behind, they chose a better life than with me as best friends. That is why i hated having best friends. Only good friends is enough for me. I don’t want to feel that ever again. He taught me how sad it is to be poor and how happy it can be at the same time. Watching how my 2 cousins were having a big house and big presents and i only get a small homemade cake made me so happy and sad. Taught me how to be jealous and hate, how to have such a hatred to wanna kill someone and how to forgive and let go. How to apologize and how to becareful with the words, with wisdom, and with smartness. Because if used in wrong ways, you are just as stupid and dumb. One final thing i haven’t learned was this losing faith, because i grew up in a christian family i never knew what or why ppl can feel what they feel. It’s time i have learned much now, and time to grow to a 21 image. Like jesus and set out to do great things. he did start at 12, haha, not too late for me yet. I have a feeling that the end is near so i am going to set things right and teach many people as i can about jesus. Thank you all and than you Lord for making a way when there seems to be no way, for watching out for me when i am alone. When i feel hopeless you give me hope. I am very sorry that i never truly confessed with my mouth about your Name and Doings with all of my heart and without a doubt. Time has yet to come. Till the next post

Something keeps haunting me since that day….

My sins keep following me, and verses of the bible keep warning me of a danger laying ahead, i must change into a better Christian or it will be the end. The question is harder to answer than you think it is, and how to choose a good life style is another question. Am i working too hard, or too lazy? what is important and what is not? Researched alot and got answers through prayers, but working towards that Goal seems an impossible thing. A distant Goal it is indeed. Where is my faith? Gotta restore it , now or never over and out.

 

Trinity Explanation

Although i haven’t have solid evidence and 100% understood what the verses want to tell me. today wendy teacher explained it , like she thinks is suited:

God wanted to save us, but because we are sinners there is no way he can reach us. So God became a man Jesus Christ.
Why he is called Son of Man and why he calls himself Father is because he wants to make a difference between God and Jesus. Because if He called himself God among humans, people will think he’s crazy. Thinking this through is not that Hard so , yeah if any further questions then i will gladly discuss.

A Shepherd that truly exist

Might be a long time since i blogged about myself. During this time i was lost in life of the World again, and thought that He left me. All this time i got it wrong,

Fur Elise by Beethoven

Thanks to Sentient Art Studio, i got this sheet and the honor of playing it on the upcoming concert. I hope to do well and you guys can download it as well it is attached to this post.

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Memorable Day

Yau Shui lin going to God’s Kingdom Life on earth is quite short, average people live till 60.

I shall make great use of my life to serve the Lord and harvest his crops. Must never give up no matter how dark the times are, with my drumskills i shall serve

R.I.P 14-7-2011 …. it was almost her birthday 3-8-2011

Who is Jesus?

I can’t imagine how other people can neglect the Christian Faith. There are enough evidence to prove that Jesus is real. I have tasted hard times and good times, and forgot Jesus. But He will always remind you, that He is the only answer and is Almighty.

Once you know him, your life will be better: